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I just got off the phone with Rebecca - we have phone dates from time to time, which I thoroughly enjoy. Out of no where she requested I bring the blog back to life. So, here we go. This one's for you, Rebecca!

Clearly shaming myself into eating well by posting pictures of my food was NOT a success - which I'm sure you gathered since it lasted a whole of one day and then I disappeared. Enough of that. Moving on.

This is how I've been feeling lately...

Blaaaaaaah

I've been feeling tired, blah, and like my facial features are hiding under a layer of fat (much like Mama June). That's like, the opposite of how I imagine a 'bride to be' should feel. She's supposed to feel like this....

Skinny and Ecstatic

Instead I am trapped between the two.

I just want to be skinny, I just want to be skinny... wait, frozen yogurt? CAN'T SAY NO.

I can't wait for my parents to get here. Having them with me is the only way I feel like I'll stop eating food. Needless to say, the food part's not going too well. However I am happy to say I am still exercising. So, that's good at least.

What else has been going on?

Job #1 - Our janitor died. Another woman "resigned" effective immediately. And the person in the office that I can't stand the most is moving into the office next to mine in two weeks. And getting a promotion. Joy.

Job #2 - Tonight is my second to last Thursday working there, so I'm looking forward to that ending soon. I am only resigning from Thursday nights, not Job #2 entirely. Don't get too excited.

Job #3 - Yes. Job #3. This is now what I'm calling my wedding because it's basically become a full time job now. I'm blown away by how many details are involved. My brain feels like a swirling mess of wedding thoughts. But things are coming together. We are finally set with musicians for the ceremony (thank you Lisa and Anna!). The cake stuff is all set. Chair/tent rental is done. And the RSVPs are coming in (although there are still a lot of delinquents out there... come on people, get those in the mail!).

Ok that's about all for now. Sorry Rebecca - I'm sure you were hoping this would be more entertaining/informative but.... well... ok, I will leave you with this video of me trying to do push-ups. Frankly, I think my form is not too shabby for a girl with an incredibly weak upper body, but Andy laughs every time I do them, so this is at least entertaining to him!